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Pruritus ani …

3 am!

$83 consultation fee instead of $23

$108 dollars in total!?

a levels

It’s finally here. After two years, and it boils down to this moment.

And it will all commence tomorrow.

22 days to liberation.

Jia you everyone!

!!

What?! So much for the concern.

And now I became a busybody. With no life.

Fine…

Tomorrow shall be a better day.

…

It’s almost 2am now, and I found myself tossing and turning in bed for the past hour or so, realising how I just can’t seem to fall asleep.

Saturated with too many different thoughts, mixed feelings, especially from the recent experiences.

Things haven’t been smooth sailing for sure.

The change of events and attitude…

And also;

How I’m filled with envy, inferiority and confusion.

Just hours apart and it’s already so overwhelming.

Though it’s supposed to be wrong, and it’ll never ever work out.

Furthermore;

Only three more days to the start of the battle…

What an intrinsic nature of life.

Sigh.

enlistment

And today was the day where the guys frantically called up the CMPB hotline, and discussed about their enlistment amidst the mugging.

11th january.

Anyone same as me ??

And a sweet happy 18th birthday charmain =)

farewell assembly

Now that I’ve reached the end of the road, this 2 years seemed so fast, too fast. I could still remember not too long ago studying hard for the O Levels, and how badly I wanted to do well so as to enter VJC, and continue my journey as a Victorian. Following which, it seemed as though it was only yesterday that I first stepped into this foreign ground in the VS uniform, how I couldn’t differentiate the T-blocks from the V-blocks. It didn’t seem too long ago returning back to VS with Mrs Chan to persuade my Sec 4 juniors to come to VJ then.

On the contrary, there were times when it felt as though college life was a never ending journey when things seemed just so horrendously wrong. I remembered how badly I wanted school to end just then so as to hide away from everything, while friends I’ve confided in constantly reassuring me how much I would definitely miss college life after graduation.

But when things seems to be turning for the better now, and when stronger bonds, friendship & relationships are beginning to forge, especially over the past few months, it now sadly comes to an end.

Indeed, it was mixed feelings today during farewell assembly, thinking that everything; good and bad memories, misunderstandings, as well as the things that were not handled properly and left suspended, would all come to a closure after today. In addition, the fear of not seeing my friends again, and thinking that I’ll be singing the Victorian Anthem for the last time as an official Victorian with my peers, a routine since 6 years ago, was more than intriguing. On top of these, the sense of enthusiasm and satisfaction felt rushing back once again while standing in front with my fellow red shirts leading the school in cheers, something which I will definitely miss.

Nonetheless, the past 2 years has been a tiring, yet rewarding journey. Though the journey, I’ve fallen, and learnt how to pick myself up. And the precious relationships forged, the camaraderie; friends followed up from VS as well as new friends made through class 06S55, Orientations, CCAs, and even acquaintances met along the way. And most memorable are definitely the shared experiences with Creon, and the 23rd batch of Student Councillors; through the planning of school events, cheering, late nights and drilling camps.

Here, I would like to thank you all my teachers, friends, fellow councillors, seniors and juniors alike for the enriching (shared) experiences, your gifts, notes of appreciation, encouragement, support, advice and times spent with me. These are invaluable experiences and memories that I’ll hold on to for the rest of my life.

and moving on with life…

acadamics

oh man, it’s just so horrible. gah.

i missed those days where everything is paved out so nicely for you.

Kindergarden –> Primary School —> Secondary School –> JC

Now it’s JC –> (army of course, but) what course, which university, funding for higher education –> your occupation, your dreams, the future.

Enjoy whilst it last.