…

It’s almost 2am now, and I found myself tossing and turning in bed for the past hour or so, realising how I just can’t seem to fall asleep.

Saturated with too many different thoughts, mixed feelings, especially from the recent experiences.

Things haven’t been smooth sailing for sure.

The change of events and attitude…

And also;

How I’m filled with envy, inferiority and confusion.

Just hours apart and it’s already so overwhelming.

Though it’s supposed to be wrong, and it’ll never ever work out.

Furthermore;

Only three more days to the start of the battle…

What an intrinsic nature of life.

Sigh.